Kevin Byrne: Adjustments, Concessions and Embracing the New (aka, “My Bicycle”) Part II
I remember my blog entry from July 2010. It was a reflection of the adjustments and concessions I have faced in my fight with Multiple Sclerosis and of my struggle to learn to ride a new bike. My recumbent bike.
I have learned a lot in the past year and a half. I learned that I can push my body past the limits MS once placed on me. I learned that if I keep working on my strength, stamina, balance and coordination, those areas will continue to improve. So I focused on these skills, just as I continue to focus on my overall wellness. By the time July 2011 came around, I was 50 pounds lighter and in the best physical condition since my diagnosis in 1999. In July, I climbed Mount Rainier and ran a challenging 10K obstacle course. Both times my MS kept fighting me. There were limits on how high or how fast I could push myself; regardless, I kept ‘raising the bar’. At the end of the month, my MS reminded me it was still fighting for control: its grip on my balance won over on, of all places, a roller skating rink!
It will never stop…
It was a long recovery from a broken leg and the resulting surgery. That recovery gave me a lot of time to consider the need to embrace the “new”. I’ve gained a lot in the last few years. My health, strength and stamina are strong but my balance and coordination have indeed continued to degrade. It takes something significant to drive that point home sometimes. I pushed my limits on Mt. Rainier, the obstacle course and the roller rink much like I push my limits every time I ride my recumbent bike: falling a lot but always getting back up and moving on.
It will never stop…nor will we
So how do I keep pushing with my limitation now fully exposed? Much like before, it’s with Adjustments, Concessions and Embracing the New.
A tricycle? Really?
The last time I owned a tricycle I was Eleanor’s age! Am I really regressing so far back that I need to ride a tricycle?
Kind of….but not really. There won’t be handlebar streamers on this one. The name will even be more ‘grown up’. Not a tricycle, but a recumbent trike!
With my trike, I can push myself physically without having the burden of balance to weigh me down. I figure if I can’t beat my MS, then I will just pass it by.
The next time that you see me on the road I will be riding my new recumbent trike. I am already training hard to develop my ‘bent leg muscles – the hamstring, abdominal, quad and glut muscles that need to be strong to ride hard. My legs are strong but I am not fully back from my broken leg. Plus, this is different riding because of the new muscle groups required to ride a trike. Training will be hard but motivation will carry me through. I will be the guy passing other riders on that steep hill climb!
My MS can’t stop me now.
Multiple Sclerosis has taken a lot away from me. It has caused me to adjust my lifestyle and make certain concessions based on my limitations. What my MS has never taken away from me is my motivation to embrace new challenges and opportunities. My new recumbent trike is my new opportunity to live my mantra.
It will never stop…nor will we
What’s the only way that a 40-year-old man rides a tricycle? By riding hard at the front of the pack!
Please visit Kevin's website at www.brieandkevin.com
Date posted January 2012